FM Radio Station, Indigo 91.9 F.M : An Analysis

Radio stations as a form of broadcasting media has become as natural as the air since time immemorial. In fact I’m sure a lot of people (me included) have fond memories tuning into our favourite radio station at the right time so as to not miss out on listening to our favourite music, shows and the RJ’s banter. Although in these recent years the mode of entertainment has shifted onto different platforms, Radio stations still stay relevant. More so are F.M stations.

First off a F.M radio stands for “Frequency Modulation” where the sound is transmitted through changes in Frequency. F.M provides a short-range signal generally anywhere within the sight of the transmitter with excellent sound quality. It can typically cover the area of a small city or large town making it perfect for a radio station especially one which focuses on a limited geographical area speaking into local issues. The better sound quality of F.M radio makes it more desirable.

Indigo 91.9 F.M is one of the most unique radio stations in India as it is the first and only longest running radio network playing international music. The diversity in music genres and shows really makes Indigo 91.9 one of a kind. This revolutionary Radio Station began in 2006 and mainly functions in Bangalore city and Goa and its main focus is to play current top hits which tops the 40 music charts. Before Indigo 91.9 F.M came into play in 2006, they were first a channel on WorldSpace Satellite Radio, operating on channel BC 1218 as simply ‘Radio Indigo‘. Often called ‘the colour of music’ it portrays Bangalore’s thoughts, interests and musical tastes and gives life to the city’s fun and young crowd. In 2002, Indigo 91.9 hosted the first ‘Satellite Dance Party’ for listeners at the event from all over the country to party non-stop to the dance music played, taking the experience of listening to Radio on another level.

In the past decade, numerous ground-breaking shows have been introduced. Each time Indigo 91.9 F.M never fails to impress, taking the whole musical experience a little further. It hosted India’s first Beer Mile, Indigo Jingle Jam contests, the Indigo Blues concert to live music under the Northern lights. In 2014 they opened Indigo Live Music Bar in Bangalore which is now renamed as Indigo XP. Needless to say it garnered a lot of attention and is another success story from their side. Its not just one show that keeps them going but a unique range of it, from talk shows to live musical jams and all of it is top tier quality content recognized by renowned artists and Rj’s around the world. Critically-acclaimed radio personality, Ryan Seacrest takes pleasure in hosting two of their shows called, “On-Air with Ryan Seacrest” everyday 4pm onwards and ‘The American top 40 with Ryan Seacrest’. He is an exemplary Hollywood insider who has the biggest scoops and is most sought after. The new shows line-up offers the best content from across domains, they have been tailored such that it keeps up with the Radio Station’s aspirations and forges deeper consumer connections which highlights their personal interests and choices. You can expect no dead-air when you’re tuned in to this station.

This Radio Station is distinctive in both its creative and technical aspects. The programming of Radio Indigo 91.9 follows CHR (Contemporary Hit Radio) where collection of hits from all over the world dedicated just for the people of Bangalore. Genre specific shows on the weekend like Jazz, Retro, World Music and Hard Rock are a few. ‘American top 20 countdown with Casey Kasem’ is also one of the popular shows along with Putumayo World Music Hour which broadcasts music from all around the world all in one show.

With all that being said, it isn’t surprising that Indigo 91.9 F.M has won numerous awards for their talent and music specialty. In 2017, they the Radio Station entered the Limca Book of Records for being the only station to have their RJ’s form a band and jam live on stage, TheIndigoXP.com won the award of Excellence in New Media Initiative at the Radio Forum Awards. In 2014 Indigo’s Morning Show with RJ Michelle and Nathan won the Big Bang Awards and RJ Michelle won “RJ of The Year” at the Golden Mikes in 2012. Its first and foremost policy is to give the City’s people the music they want to listen and to alleviate the busy city life, be it stuck in traffic, going early to work on blue Mondays or just bored in the house this Pandemic.

References:

  1. exchange4media.com
  2. wikipedia.com
  3. http://www.indigomusic.com

Mindware : Do’s and Don’ts

Today I wanted to talk about things to do and not to do when it comes to inculcating the required qualities to enhance the power of thinking.

The qualities I will be talking about is :

CONCENTRATION :

It is the ability to direct one’s attention in accordance with one’s will.

Things to do :

  • Live in the moment. It’s hard to concentrate when you are ruminating about the past, worrying about the future or simply daydreaming. It’s important to stay fully mentally engaged in the current moment.
  • Take a short break in between. This in fact helps in concentrating better.
  • Spend a little time with nature everyday. It boosts your senses.
  • Rethink your environment. It can greatly affect how you focus, tidy your environment so that your mind feels in order and in place.
  • Listen to soft music, like lofi beats or simple nature sounds to mask the other distractions in your environment and make your mind calm enough to concentrate on the work at hand.

Things not to do :

  • Avoid multitasking, our concentration is like a spotlight, when you shine it on one particular area you will be able to see clearly but if you try to spread that same amount of light across a large dark room, you might instead only glimpse the shadowy outlines.
  • Eliminate pointless distraction, don’t check your Instagram dm’s or your phone notifications for that matter when you’re concentrating on something else.
  • Don’t let your mind wander to things other than the work at hand, take deep, steady breaths and draw your mind back to what you were working on.
  • While thinking many possibilities is good, don’t overdo it. This will also hamper your concentration. So don’t overthink the situation or work you’re concentrating on.
  • Don’t try to concentrate on something when your sleep deprived. Getting enough sleep is vital for you to improve your concentration throughout the day.

THINKING ANALYSIS

The ability to breakdown a difficult situation into its components by means of clarification and evaluation.

Things to do :

  • Question basic assumptions. It’s quite easy to make a fool of yourself simply by failing to question your basic assumptions. Some of the greatest innovators in human history were those who simply looked up for a moment and wondered if everyone’s general assumptions was wrong.
  • Evaluate the existing evidence. who gathered this evidence? how? why?
  • Be aware of your mental processes. Being aware of your cognitive biases, personal prejudices and how they seemingly influence “objective” decisions and solutions. All of us have biases in our thinking, becoming aware of them makes thinking more profound.
  • Your thinking is not always going to be intact, there will be lapses in your ability. What matters is that you recognize these lapses and try to avoid them in future.
  • Be more open to change and try to accept different ways of thinking and ideologies. Try reversing them.

Things not to do :

  • Ignore certainty- the belief that there are definite, correct answers to all questions and all you have to do is find the right source. This is wrong to do when it comes to thinking analysis because there isn’t really a right or wrong answer, its all a matter of ones perception. Answers to most meaningful questions are rarely straightforward.
  • Naive relativism- the belief that there is no truth and all arguments are equal. Part of thinking analysis is evaluating the validity of arguments (yours and others’). Therefore, to think critically you must accept that some arguments are better (and that some are just plain awful.)
  • Don’t be ignorant, consume all the knowledge you can get out there.
  • Jumping to conclusions can be your downfall when it comes to thinking analysis. Be patient and see things level-headed.
  • Being pessimistic will not help your situation, in fact only worsen it. Try being more rational and don’t be lead by your emotions alone.

REASONING POWER

The just and right thinking for drawing inferences with a view to a conclusion believed to be valid.

Things to do :

  • Be observant. Use as many of your senses and be aware of what’s happening around you and make reasonable deductions.
  • Open your mind to various possibilities and outcomes.
  • Keep trying new things and stimulate your mind to think more.
  • Play games that require reasoning skills like board games such as chess or sudoku.
  • Do your research. You need enough material to reason with.

Things not to do :

  • Don’t confine yourself to only one way of thinking. like the popular saying, “think outside the box.”
  • Don’t be biased just because it pleases you or you don’t understand the situation at that moment.
  • Don’t stick to the normal way of how things work. Keep trying something different, change the flow. Being basic will not get you anywhere.
  • Identify stereotypes and avoid it as much as possible. It can influence your way of reasoning in a way not beneficial to you.
  • Fantasies and dreams in our head sure seems beautiful and as much as we wish that, that was our reality, it might not be the case. Our reality may demand something different, so face it no matter how bitter it is.

MENTAL MATURITY

The ability to respond to a given situation appropriately.

Things to do :

  • Enrich your mind, keep challenging yourself everyday to learn something new.
  • Check your ego at the door. Simple things can cause you to be petty so leave your pride aside, don’t let it cloud your judgement.
  • Increase your self-discipline.
  • Be more self-aware. Knowing one’s emotional state, providing accurate self- assessment, possessing self confidence, and managing one’s own emotions and focus can be vital for mental maturity.
  • Empathize with yourself and others instead of quickly judging or labelling them and yourself.

Things not to do :

  • Don’t repeat your past mistakes. The third charm only works in your romantic novels not in reality. Make the same mistake the third time and it shows you’ve not improved and it will not be helpful.
  • Respect everybody’s ideologies and opinions even though you may not particularly agree with them. Hear them out instead of dismissing them or imposing your ideas on them.
  • It is true that opportunities knock your door only once, so catch them while they are still there.
  • Don’t be indecisive.
  • While it is okay to seek help, don’t be too dependent on others.

ADJUSTMENT THINKING :

The ability to settle or to free ourselves from discrepancies or differences by bringing conditions to a satisfactory mode.

Things to do :

  • The only thing is constant is change, so learn to accept it.
  • Have the will power to adjust.
  • Adapt to the situation.
  • Prioritize right.
  • Step out of your comfort bubble.

Things not to do :

  • Don’t fear change.
  • Don’t lose focus of your ideas and goals.
  • Don’t stick to the same thought patterns
  • Don’t dodge problems and lessons.
  • Don’t keep a rigid mindset, be open to any way of thinking.

INSIGHT

An accurate and deep understanding; a realization of the contents of a situation and the existence of a whole structure to solving a problem.

Things to do :

  • Combine your newly acquired information with information that has already been known to you in the past. This will help you gain a different perspective.
  • A little curiosity will not hurt you here. Be curious of the things you come across.
  • Contradictions, “That can’t be right” moments are important because they don’t follow predicted patterns. Rather than getting frustrated with the cognitive dissonance, take a step back. By taking time to verify our doubts, we can find ill-formed assumptions and work to improve our thought process in the future.
  • Your past and personal experiences is vital for gaining insight. Don’t dwell on it but learn from it.
  • Build a soul map and reflect on it.

Things not to do :

  • Lacking analytical skills can hamper your path to gaining insight.
  • Don’t hold on to faulty and unjustified beliefs.
  • Don’t judge based on what you see on the surface, delve deeper.
  • Don’t rush into anything.
  • Don’t allow deep-rooted ideologies to take over your critical thinking.

MENTAL RESPONSIBILITIES

The ability to make full use of your mentality can be considered as a personal responsibility.

Things to do :

  • Be patient, things will not change overnight.
  • A lot of the times things are not going to be easy, you will have to brave through all the storms your way and see it as a chance to get better.
  • It is all in your head so you need to have the willingness to change.
  • Failures like they say, are stepping stones to success. Don’t let it stop you from moving on ahead.
  • Accept the challenges that come your way.

Things not to do :

  • Don’t lose sight of your goals and responsibilities.
  • Giving up is easy and is tempting too but its always good to keep moving ahead rather than completely stopping. Even little progress is better than no progress at all.
  • Don’t let your self-confidence meter go down. Have faith in yourself.
  • Don’t clutter your brain with too many thoughts and unwanted anxiety. Keep it stable.
  • Don’t relax for more than an hour and let yourself be lazy. Remind yourself why you started it.

ORIGINAL THINKING

Mental process in an individual or a group of individuals that produces innovation and invention.

Things to do :

  • Imagination is the key to original thinking so let your imagination go wild and don’t stop at anything.
  • Be creative, think of new ways to do old things and create new things altogether.
  • Get ideas from your unique personal experiences. See it in a new light, how can you possibly profit from it?
  • Think innovatively, out of the box.
  • Be you, there’s no one like you. So don’t lose your originality.

Things not to do :

  • Grab whatever opportunity you can get, even if it is hard to do so at times.
  • Don’t rely on existing information, rather use it as a catalyst to develop yourself.
  • What if you fall? oh but what if you fly? you never know what the outcome is going to be so don’t be afraid to get out there even if it’s intimidating.
  • Abandon anything repetitive.
  • Don’t have a procrastinating attitude. No it can’t wait, now is the time.

THOUGHT EXCHANGE

The communication of ideas through visuals, hearing, voice, touch, taste and smell.

Things to do :

  • Enhance your vocabulary.
  • Watch debates and T.V discussions.
  • Practice writing.
  • Loads and loads of reading.
  • Vocalize your ideas to an audience.

Things not to do :

  • Don’t be apathetic
  • Don’t disregard others perspectives.
  • Don’t close yourself to the same type of mindsets. Venture out.
  • Don’t put yourself down. Believe in yourself and your ideas. You are stronger than you think.
  • Listen to what others have to say. Don’t have a one-way conversation.

THE UNCONSCIOUS

A part of the mind that comprises mental processes that are inaccessible to consciousness but that influences our judgements, feelings and behaviour.

Things to do :

  • Explore your thoughts, feelings, emotions and memories.
  • Think at a deeper level resulting with more than one answer.
  • Surround yourself with positive reinforcement.
  • Maintain a journal as it helps to reflect on yourself.
  • Analyze your behaviour and adapt to the required changes.

Things not to do :

  • Avoid triggers at best. Triggers from the past or being mentally unstable can hinder this.
  • Don’t live in the fantasy world you created in your head, get out, accept your reality.
  • Don’t indulge in unhealthy coping mechanisms like regression, repression, projection, etc.
  • Don’t over analyze and overthink every little detail. It bears no fruit.
  • Don’t make wrong assumptions and jump into conclusions.

CLEAR THINKING

A kind of consideration and thinking which have complete freedom from haziness in thought.

Things to do :

  • Be critical of your convictions and beliefs.
  • Be willing to accept any conclusions found, regardless of your feelings and beliefs.
  • Having a questioning attitude towards your findings but avoid any emotional bias or hopeful outcomes.
  • Seek data to help answer questions.
  • Guard against any contradictions in your findings. If they occur, test them on the basis of reasoning.

Things not to do :

  • Don’t be afraid of making mistakes or being wrong.
  • Don’t be delusional.
  • Don’t be prejudiced.
  • Don’t be paranoid about all of the possible outcomes.
  • Don’t compromise on quality while multitasking.

EMOTIONAL MATURITY

The ability to handle situations without unnecessarily escalating them.

Things to do :

  • Recognize emotional reactions and control them.
  • Know the correct emotional reactions to life’s situations.
  • Knowing your trigger points and how to deal with them.
  • Having healthy coping mechanisms like writing poetry or drawing. Use this as an outlet to vent.
  • Have the upper hand.

Things not to do :

  • Don’t dwell on any emotion for too long.
  • Don’t neglect or dismiss your emotions either.
  • Don’t rely on unhealthy coping mechanisms like isolation and dissociating.
  • Don’t resort to substance abuse as an escape.
  • Avoid making rash decisions in the heat of the moment.

LEARNING ABILITIES

The acquisition of knowledge

Things to do :

  • Engage in extra-curricular activities
  • Practical application of learnt theories.
  • Read all kinds of genres and more attention to the genre you like, of course.
  • Watch informative podcasts, T.V shows, TED talks.
  • Observe and imbibe information from outside.

Things not to do :

  • Don’t let yourself get distracted easily.
  • Be open-minded.
  • Don’t study something you are not interested in, it will only result in wasted time.
  • Don’t be afraid to get out of your comfort zone.
  • Don’t limit your learning resources.

MIND ANIMATION

The communication of ideas through visuals, hearing, voice, taste, touch and smell.

Things to do :

  • Having a strong will-power for this is essential.
  • Curiosity will not kill the cat in this case, so be curious.
  • Take it with ease, don’t panic about irrelevant things, be positive in your approach.
  • Keep exploring and and take a leap, hustle hard.
  • Read a lot.

Things not to do :

  • Don’t be indifferent towards your goals and vision.
  • Do it because you want to, not because you have to.
  • Lacking a challenging attitude is a no.
  • Don’t be lazy
  • Take necessary breaks, don’t overdo it.

Pro-life or Pro-choice?

For as long as I have known abortion has always been considered a transgression. This was especially worse in my younger years than now. Being aware that it is quite a sensitive topic and in hopes of not instigating feminists out there I’d like to express my views on the same.

Giving life to someone is a transcendent power vested in us humans even though it seems so simple. It is this very power that had led to evolutions, metamorphosis, revolutions and what not, in this once barren world so it shouldn’t be taken lightly. An individual’s thoughts and ideologies have given rise to wars and have also vanquished them and it all started with just a tiny cell. It is also, in a way, the natural flow of things, it is how the universe has been designed, to give life when two mortals of the opposite sex come together. It is the only thing which will continue to keep this world alive and in motion, ever changing and ever moving.

With that being said, it is this very power to give life that has spanned over generations to enlighten us on subjects like abortion itself. If we were still hung up on those old days, progressing this far wouldn’t make sense. We’ve come so far, created so many races, generations, ethnicities, etcetera and all these teach us important ethics and values. We’ve also made mind boggling discoveries in the scientific field. As human beings, we are always advancing with time, flourishing with new thoughts and outlooks. So this time too we need to put two and two together and have a broader view on topics like abortion too.

One cannot easily be for or against something such as abortion as it involves going deeper into the matter. We all have a set of morals we cannot betray but at the same time not every situation is to be looked with the same thinking. We, humans are very much capable of acting according to what the situation demands. What I’m trying to say is that, it’s time people came out of their shells and not fear things like abortion and how to deal with it. To be honest the more I learn about it the more frustrating it gets to decide which side I should be on. I understand both sides of the debate but there are too many things to take into consideration before simply saying that you are “for” or “against” it. However, what I think should be taken into consideration first and foremost is the mother’s temperament towards the situation she’s in. It is after all her child and it is her decision whether to keep it or not. Yes I am aware that the life of a child is very important and this becomes a type of murder but the one who created the life must have enough in her to handle a life long of endeavors that comes along with it. It is more complex than one would like to believe. It doesn’t matter what her husband or her significant other or her parents have to say about it. In the end it all waters down to her decision.

There is only one exception to this case. When the mother is consciously aware and okay with the pregnancy decides to abort it because it is not the “desired gender”. Female foeticide is something unacceptable and in most cases the entire family is knowingly in on it. If saving a life is considered that important then it’s gender should not matter.

Now I still stand by the fact that every person on this planet has the right to live, nobody can take that freedom away from him. This applies to human beings who are capable of thinking and functioning normally according to scientific standards. The moment the oocyte and sperm fuses (a process called fertilization) the zygote thus formed is the beginning of a new human being so prolifers claiming that abortion of a human embryo or human foetus is wrong because it destroys human life are clearly wrong because if that’s the case, human sperms and human ova are human life, too. So prolifers would also have to agree that the destruction of human sperms and human ova are no different from abortions and that is simply ridiculous. So the argument on whether the embryo is a human being or not until whatsoever week is already cancelled and this cannot be used as a reason to be against abortion. What we need to look at is the other aspects or moreover the reason and circumstances of the pregnancy itself. Cases of rape should be allowed abortion for obvious reasons and cases where the mother cannot genuinely provide for her child too. It is futile giving birth to a human being if he/she can’t be provided with the bare necessities to lead a normal life.

This is a heavy topic and people facing this decision go through a lot as it has many strings attached to. Hopefully they can be more clear – minded about it instead of letting other external irrelevant factors fog their decisions, while keeping their own moral beliefs intact. Like I said before, it waters down to the individuals belief and decision with an exception of female foeticide. Hopefully doctors and medics in future can be more open-minded about this and not be alarmed at the thought that a potential life is being destroyed.

Dreadlines

The most burning question for all teachers out there is this : Why don’t you finish your assignment before the deadline? Oh if you only knew.

The first and foremost heathen that gives me the strength to do my assignments in the last minute is procrastination laid ease. It’s no joke when I say my brain and procrastination battle it out in my head on whether do the assignment well before time or not and well, you know who wins. I convince myself saying it’s not an issue, I just prefer doing all my work in a deadline-induced panic , no big deal, really (sweats intensely). This confidence also comes owing to the fact that I have made it out alive several times in the past. The feeling of rush going right up to the deadline (or even crossing it in my case) and having centuries old dark circles and blood-shot eyes after pulling an all-nighter sure is golden. It makes me think that if I can do so much in such short time imagine how much I can accomplish if I had more time (yes, only imagine).

Being an arts student, when it comes to my creative writing assignments a lot of brainwork is to be done. If it was science or math it would be plain rules or theories that I have to just jot down while having my ears plugged. I don’t really have to imagine or screw my brain for it but for creative writing I have to (although this makes it more interesting). Writing about philosophy? oh boy sign me up but there’s one small problem : I need the right mood, timing and inspiration for it. I want it to be good so I take my time to ponder about what to write and how to word my thoughts and for me this task is NOT a cake walk, more like walking on thorns. Interesting topics to write on make my mouth water but at the same time there’s this fear looming above me saying what if I don’t do justice to this? This fear mixed with the sheer will to do a good job exceeds all my deadlines (I’m aware this isn’t a very valid reason but my problems are mine), and then the assignments pile up, one by one, creeps up making sure my anxiety peaks. Most of the time I plan out the entire essay in my head and then there will be a small hole in it and my brain asks me to take it from the top. This process takes at least 30 attempts easily. I erase and then I re-erase and again re-erase until I like what I read. That feeling of dissatisfaction with what you write is all too real and the petrifying thought of your professor reading it is even more real.

It be like that sometimes.

Sometimes it is simply my poor prioritizing of my duties. It’s miraculously only when I have assignments up to my neck that I feel the need to do chores, clean my room, take a 2 hour shower, go outside for a breath of fresh air and read some good books. Basically everything other than doing the damned assignment. All this makes me eventually forget I had an assignment at hand and I coolly sit on my bed and binge anime for five hours straight. Mistakes were made that day. Let’s not even begin about my will-power to do my job. I will tell myself that I will sit down to write my assignment after 2 episodes of Haikyuu but then those 2 episodes feel so insufficient! This feeling goes on till I finish one season and I stagger out of my bed, all dazed feeling like I’ve seen God himself (sorry I don’t mean to be a weeb). I watch netflix all happily, * remembers I have an assignment due*, so I resume watching netflix stressfully.

* Voice of a great philosopher* : ” Is there no way out of the mind?”

If there’s anyone who has mastered the art of laziness it is yours truly. It just so happens that I’m drained of all my energy and motivation when assignments are given and get all fired up only the night before submission (it is because of the pressing due date after all). This habit is hardwired in me so it’s an onerous task to push myself out of it. I’m also great at giving myself excuses for not doing my work; like I can complete it quick anyway or it is easy or an angel will descend from the heavens to complete it for me ( *looks in the mirror and sighs*: “Why are you like this?”). I end up becoming a nervous wreck, panicking all day about the incomplete assignment and the deadline, anxiety above the roof that I can’t even think straight. On one side my brain tells me it’s okay, you decided this so reap what you sow, you’ll get over this also eventually and the other side rebukes me calling me names saying this is the trillionth time you’ve put yourself in this situation, you deserve to suffer more. In the end I just drown in all this chaos but guess what I don’t even have the time for my nervous breakdown so I hold it all in and just panic some more.

If this ain’t me…

It is quite hilarious that I have piled up enough reasons to write a blog post about why students (me included) don’t submit our assignments by the deadline. This is low-key in hopes of our professors being more considerate over imbeciles like us but I know it is far-fetched. Either way it does not change the fact that I failed to do the bare minimum and I’m washed over with regret but will I do it again? probably (unintentionally of course).

I want to be multilingual, a musical prodigy, an artist, a poet, an honor student, working in a well-paying job, successful and happy but all I do sit on my couch eating three party-sized pack of Doritos and watching 2 seasons of my favourite anime in one sitting. You see my problem?

*Screaming intensifies*
Waiting for my Creative Writing Professor to evaluate the assignments I submitted 103896 days after the deadline be like.

It’s a Wonderful Life (1946)

Strange, isn’t it? Each man’s life touches so many other lives. When he isn’t around, he leaves an awful hole, doesn’t he?

– Clarence

George Bailey never got a chance to fulfill his life’s ambitions of exploring the world and building skyscrapers and spends his entire life giving up on his big dreams for the good of his town, Bedford Falls, as we see in flashback. But in the present, on Christmas Eve, he is broken and suicidal over the misplacing of an $8000 loan and the machinations of the evil millionaire Mr. Potter. His guardian angel, Clarence, falls to Earth, literally, and shows him how his town, family, and friends would have turned out if he had never been born. George meant so much to so many people; should he really throw it all away?

It’s a Wonderful Life is a movie that still resonates with us, irrespective of the generation we are in. This is mainly because it explores much deeper topics connected to what the holidays are traditionally supposed to concern : the values of basic goodness and sacrifice, the gift of friendship and the pitfalls of greed and commercialism and belonging that helps us feel truly connected in a society. George Bailey has been a model, dutiful son: taking over the family business, seeing that Harry goes off to college, and defending his father’s memory when Potter trashes it. He recreates his own loving family in the family he creates with Mary. To be fair, the family isn’t completely perfect. George finds his family of origin a little confining. His family with Mary deals with financial stress and George’s self-doubt. They have an eccentric Uncle Billy who needs someone to keep an eye on him. By contrast, Mr. Potter doesn’t have any family (or friends, for that matter); he’s alone, bitter, and completely without compassion. George’s family grounds him and helps him find meaning in the life he’s ended up with in Bedford Falls. Family is what George has leaned on, and it’s what ultimately gets him through his crisis. This shows how family can affect one’s actions and decisions.

One lesson I imbibed from this movie is that you can’t always get what you want. And in It’s a Wonderful Life, George Bailey is painfully learning that lesson. In his desperate moments, he doesn’t think he’s got anything he wants. Most young people are idealistic; we’re supposed to be. We all have high hopes and pie-in-the-sky plans for our lives, but not all will turn out. That’s why we all have midlife crises like George. George’s dissatisfaction stems from the difference between his big ambitions and his actual life. He doesn’t think he’s accomplished anything by running the Building and Loan. He feels like he’s missed out by failing to fulfill his youthful dreams of traveling the world and becoming a great architect. Fortunately, a guardian angel is at hand to put his life into a greater perspective. To put meaning back in his life, George has to learn to be satisfied with the life he’s living rather than obsessing about the one he could have lived. It doesn’t take wealth to be happy ; all the best things in life are free.

One of the biggest takeaway from this movie is the idea of sacrifice and kindness. Throughout the film, we see George sacrifice his dreams for the good of his family and the community in which he lives. It begins with him staying behind to run his father’s business and sacrificing his dreams of attending college and traveling the world. Then, George can’t even get away for a honeymoon with Mary, because the town is mobbing the Building and Loan for their money after the bank crashes. We see George continually sacrifice his hopes of leaving Bedford Falls in order to do what he believes is the right thing. His sacrifice eventually takes an emotional toll after his uncle Billy loses the Building and Loan company’s money accidentally; George goes to the evil Mr. Potter and tells him that he lost the money, sacrificing his own life in order to save Billy’s skin. He then realizes that he is “worth more dead than alive,” when he realizes that his life insurance policy would earn his family more than he can earn for them while he is living. George is consistently looking for ways to make sacrifices in order to help others. George is defined not only by his self-sacrifice and his belief in human goodness, but by his kindness and compassion. Part of what allows George to make such giant sacrifices when they are called for is the fact that he is compassionate and wants to give to people. While he could have thrown away his father’s company to attend college, George chooses instead to stand up for the little men in the town and confront Potter. It is kindness that leads him to this decision. Then, when his and Mary’s honeymoon is interrupted by the Great Depression, they choose to give away their savings to help the people of the town get by. Both Mary and George exhibit immense amounts of kindness and goodwill towards their fellow Bedford Falls residents, and it is this spirit of kindness that encourages the citizens of the town to give back to them when they are in dire straits.

Love is ultimately what saves George Bailey. He’s always been surrounded by loads of friends and family that adore him, but he loses sight of that when he’s faced with possible financial ruin. After Clarence’s little life-review tour, George gets his priorities back in order and runs back to the people who love him. And, we can’t forget that God’s love for George kicks off the whole chain of events.

George is also defined by his tendency to dream. At the beginning of his life, he has big plans to see the world and be an adventurer. When he is courting Mary, he tells her all about his big plans and tells her that he will lasso the moon for her, imagining a whole elaborate image of transcendence and mastery of nature. Later, we see that George’s daughter, Zuzu, has inherited his desire to dream, taking an especial interest in a flower that she gets at school. As she sits in bed sick with a cold, George tells Zuzu that she should sleep, and while she sleeps she will dream not only of a flower, but of a whole garden. I personally think this is beautiful and its always a good idea to dream.

Overall It’s a Wonderful Life is not just a normal holiday movie, delve deeper into what the protagonist feels and you will see the numerous valuable philosophical lessons it actually sends to its audience. It’s a movie filled with meaning which helps one to better their views on life in general.

A little insight into me

I don’t know why I came to be in this world, I have thought about it countless times in the course of these 19 years I’ve lived, I don’t have an answer yet but I have a vague idea. When I first stepped into this world it was obscure and it was in my hands to shape what lied ahead of me (this, however, I realized only much later). I bumped into several sharp edges but I was inquisitive, I wanted to see where my actions would eventually lead me, I didn’t fear much as I knew my parents were leading the way and if anything did go wrong, they would be there to save me. I perceived my life as something magical and everything I saw and touched, enchanted. I didn’t know a good many things but I was excited to be here, eager to experience more and taste life better (even though I probably didn’t know what this meant back then). The simple act of going to a bakery after a mass with my family on a cold Sunday evening gave me so much joy. I thought as long as I followed them (my parents) I would be fine and everything will play out well . Now of course I didn’t have a deep understanding for things back then so all my attachments were to superficial things on a superficial level. I was also easily manipulated because of this leading me to think only a certain way will get me to my shallow goals. It didn’t help when I started to question my parents decisions either. From the beginning I always had the habit of questioning anything and everything i used to deal with or come in contact. I used to ask myself, how did this come to be? why is this the way it is? why are people behaving the way they behave? why is there such a system as the government? but all these questions and more were either dismissed or convinced that that’s how the world works so I used to forget all about it the very next moment I questioned it. I’m not sure exactly when but at some point in my teenage life I came to a halt and said, ” No, I need some answers, I need to make sense of things on my own, I cant rely on somebody else’s instructions and mindset.” I desperately needed to know the answers of the million how’s and why’s this life made me inquire.

Unlike a lot of people at their teenage age being exposed to a lot of new experiences, I was guarded closely from the prying eyes of the world. I didn’t have access to the genius ideologies of Aristotle or Rene Descartes (or even the internet for that matter), only what my immature 13yr old friends had to say in school and I promptly imbibed what they gave me. I did realize soon that mistakes were made and as much as our experiences shape who we are now, I realized I didn’t really have a mind of my own. For some reason Greek mythologies really attracted me and I was in awe with Athena, the Greek Goddess of wisdom, I saw in her the courage and intelligence I longed for. Reading about them felt invigorating and I felt new ideas take shape in my mind ( the mythologies were not the only reason though, sometimes it would be an inspiring cartoon, poetry or even simple motivational posts on pinterest ).

Athena, Greek Goddess of wisdom

That’s when I slowly started to learn that I am my own person, there’s more to life than the mundane everyday routine of waking up, working and going back to sleep and things are not always as they seem. What my parents said and taught me now felt insufficient and lacked meaning in many spheres. I began to see things in a different light ; Why do I really like chocolate flavored milkshake? is it because I like it or because my friend said she did? Why did wear that purple skirt to school? because I heard a group of girls say it looked pretty. I searched for baseless validation but really, why did I do the things I did? to satisfy me? or people who didn’t matter? what did I really want from life?

Too see a world in a grain of sand

and a heaven in a wildflower,

Hold infinity in the palm of your hand

And eternity in an hour

~ William Blake

As far as I remember the one thing I valued the most from early on was the friendships I had made. I remember doing anything to make it last long. I remember being miserable for days if I had even a small fight with my friends. With a few hurdles along the way I have come to realize that human relationships are not always constant so I decided to enjoy it while it lasts. Some things are beyond your control so as much as the relationships we form with people are cardinal so is the relationship you form with yourself. I personally value making peace with yourself a lot because you cannot help others when you yourself are falling apart. We go to endless extremes to satisfy someone or do something not knowing the importance of how it actually affects us and how much really can our mind take. Its rather imperative to keep both your mind and heart in sync with each other to make rational choices and keep our relationships strong. Although its easier said than done.

I didn’t exactly have a friendly environment in my middle school, now that I look back, it was quite toxic but I learned to grow from the concrete. This made me realize that, I didn’t want to put anyone else in my situation even though I was bitter about it. I was quick to judge and unsupportive if I didn’t agree with what one had to say but I learnt from my mistakes. My experiences shaped me for the better. Earlier I didn’t understand what my mother used to say about kindness and humility but as I grew I began to see the light. So I always try to understand what one is saying or their opinion, I try my best to put myself in their shoes. I realized I wanted people to feel warm when they met me because that sense of comfort is a priceless feeling, to not feel threatened about oneself and be able to speak freely.

I constantly keep making errors, sometimes huge ones but I fairly know what’s right. Its mostly my instinct or gut feeling but also my past mistakes and the fear of committing them again. It is also my upbringing, I was given tough love to do the right things and consequences used to be rough when I failed to do so. Sometimes my emotions overtake me into doing something or I’m mentally exhausted from overthinking the outcomes I might receive but I have drawn lines which I made myself promise I wouldn’t cross to keep my principles intact. Since I also observe the world around me a lot I tend to better my actions by seeing someone else experiences, I don’t see if it is particularly right by the society’s standards, if I like it then I tend to do it. Its my will in the end that matters as long as its not hurting or disturbing someone else in any way. Society (and the world in general) has had a tight leash on our decisions since time immemorial and I don’t want to give in to that anymore. Especially now with the internet age someone else’s opinion is imposed on us unconsciously, trapping us in a cage and blinding us from looking beyond. I have my own thinking which I will use to go on in life. We are all individuals who have our own intricate thinking and one is not like any other, so they are entitled to have their decisions and choices made by themselves. As for me, I truly believe I am the designer of my own catastrophe. It was my choice to do something, so I will face anything that comes in the road I took, good or bad because its my life and I decided to live it that way.

One thing that I frantically look for till this day is the truth. Just when I put my foot down and say, “Yes this is it, this is the truth.” I am immediately told or proven otherwise. As much as it is great to mature and know about how the world works, the more I know, the more threatening it is to my sanity. We’re currently living in a world where saying the “right” thing is taken as an offence or being inconsiderate to others opinion and saying “no” is considered as being vacuous and staying neutral as being complacent. You are expected to have a say in things but are deemed ignorant or dull-witted if you do. So no matter what you personally do, there’s always going to be different truths in different peoples eyes, they raise their voices and hands to cover what is true that they forget what it is anymore and people fear to search it because they know it will not be as sweet as honey and their ideal world will crumble down. The truth is always strained because no one has the courage to speak it or look for it. Though you might find people who claim to know what’s true, I don’t think anybody really knows. At least the sun rises from the east and sets in the west is one absolute truth I can be sure of.

An Angel covered in Ivy leaves

I know this is overly done and said but I still find love to be beautiful and I’m not talking about the tooth aching sweet and cheesy kind or the simple words that two people in love share. Love is not always warm and gentle. Its raw, gritty, dirty and possessive, sometimes its not supposed to be careful or soft at all. Sometimes it feels like fangs in your heart and I think that’s what makes it all the more beautiful. So far I have learnt that people do what they do for fairly two reasons either they love it or they hate it. With hatred, the ignited flame is diminished over time (unless the person is a demon) or is replaced with other enraged emotions and believe it or not love is an underlying cause for that hatred. Love sustains the person, it fuels their passion, to achieve something, it inspires one not to give up if it burns strong enough. Subconsciously everything we do is in hopes of being loved and in the hope that only love can save us. Attach love to any endeavor you take up and it will bloom in grace (most of the time). It can also be a ticking time bomb when you don’t know how to handle it and can cause your destruction. So its a road everyone takes but forgets to tread carefully on. There’s a thin line drawn between love being a salve and a deeper kind of wound. If that line is smudged, it can get problematic. Isn’t that beautiful? The way it has us wrapped around its fingers?

Life is hard and very often I want to desperately get out of my body. Reality happens and I escape to the world in my head, my dreamscape (a very bad coping mechanism take it from me) but maybe it did take a crisis to get to know myself better. Maybe it did take getting whacked hard by life before I understood what I wanted out of it. It took me a long time to realize that not everything in life is meant to be a beautiful story. Not every person we feel something deep and moving with is meant to make a home within us, is meant to be forever. Sometimes experiences and people come into our lives to teach us how to love and sometimes they come into our lives to teach us how not to love, how not to settle, how not to shrink ourselves ever again. Yes these moments and people will not last forever but the lessons stay and that’s what matters. These fleeting moments are what I live for. To find poetry in everything : in the gleeful prance of that dog, in the careful dance of the trees. To experience that bizarre wholesome feeling when you discover something and just the thought of missing it making you feel empty. To realize that unsaid sentences does not mean unfelt emotions time and again. To know there’s more to life than your daily exhausting routines; there are cafes on cozy city corners with vintage chandeliers and that waiter that always smiles at you when you order a chai latte. There are Christmas trees that shine through apartment windows and that 70 year old couple who walk around the park at at 9:30 every morning. That adrenaline walk to the bus stop afraid you might miss the bus and that feeling when the wind is in your hair in the highway. Thursdays when you’re awoken by the patter of rain on your roof and Sunday nights when the week is yours to conquer. Seeing the sky changes hues, feeling the warmth of that morning strip of sunlight through your window and seeing the sea rise like the pulse of our hearts. Karaoke nights to butcher songs with your friends and those long tight hugs when your day was tough. Entering a book store and the scent of million old books wafting through the air and wondering why nobody thought to bottle this. It is the simple things but its what makes my life worth living and gives me the will to go on. Yes this world is scary but it can also be so very beautiful if you give it a chance, because the universe will not let you feel forlorn. Although I’m not fully sure of what my purpose here is, I certainly have come a long way from where I started and I know there’s a longer road ahead. I haven’t met all of me yet and I’m excited to discover. I will take my time, its not a process I’d like to rush and I know I’m not the same person I was yesterday. I still want to feel everything and more, not just the good parts but everything because I don’t want to live a monotone life . So I will collect all these shattered parts within me and create something elegant or so I hope.

Coronavirusstorm

There’s not one person out there today who doesn’t know about the sensational corona virus. Some people say this is the beginning of the end of the world and some the beginning of a better world. Whatever it maybe, this is something which cannot be ignored and taken lightly. I still think this is all a dream, I’m in denial that I would live to see such an apocalyptic world, I’m not particularly scared but I’m very intrigued for the things to come and at the same time I hope this is not the end of everything I hoped and dreamed of. The quarantine hit me like a wrecking ball, I did not see it coming and it knocked me to the ground for a solid good time. For someone staying in constant battle with themselves, this was hard to comprehend, even my body started to rebel along with my mind. I was no longer in control of myself. I realised that only when you lose something you realise you needed it so much, in this case it was my freedom and my relationship with people. 2020 had already done its damage and it felt like its not stopping anytime soon. When I saw my parents run frantically to the nearby grocery store to get whatever they could, tell me at least a thousand times that I was not allowed to step out of the door, it felt like a movie, a thriller, just to be precise. Is this how it feels when the world ends? I’ll be curled up in my bed watching Netflix? seemed too easy.

I wanted to delete my existence. There were people lying on the streets of Italy because they did not have enough beds to nurse them in, a man died on his way home from the construction site he worked in because he had a heart attack and hadn’t eaten for days due to the lockdown in our country, nobody would now dare go out to provide the basic necessities for these people who toil despite the same fear of contracting the virus, nurses in hospitals have to suffer several bruises all over their faces because of the masks and had no time to take care of themselves, I cannot begin to explain the Indian government anymore and here I was cribbing that I had to stay safe and secure with my loved ones. I felt terrible living like this but it really hit me when I realised that people out there endured way worse.

After all what is this corona virus and why is everybody petrified just at the sight of this word? what started as pneumonia in the “wet markets” of Wuhan, China, in the beginning of this year has now spread to nearly every country in the world. Coronaviruses is a family of viruses which cause disease in animals. Seven, including the new virus, have made the jump to humans. This formidable virus starts out with cold-like symptoms but could lead to death if not treated properly and on time. Though the animal source of this virus has not yet been identified, the original host is thought to be bats. As we know previously that bats are host to a wide range of zoonotic viruses such as Ebola, HIV and rabies its no surprise that they are to coronavirus too. So far, around 20% of Covid-19 cases have been classed as “severe” and the current death rate varies between 0.7 %and 3.4% depending on the location and crucially, access to good hospital care. It mostly leads to mild infections, there may also be people carrying the disease and displaying no symptoms, making it even harder to control.

This is the very reason governments all around the world are plunging all the cities into massive lockdown, in hopes to prevent the spreading of the virus. Especially in India, it’s almost been a month since the whole country has been in lockdown. Modi takes very effective measures to drive corona away from our country by imposing “Janta Curfew”, making sure everybody claps hands at 5:00 in the evening and lighting candles. This somehow is only increasing the number of infected people. Covid-19 has also apparently given people a good reason to be a racist because now policemen and other people find it okay to call asian looking people “coronavirus” in a mocking tone or beat them up if they were to be seen outside because they were the “reason” the world is suffering the virus. Just when I thought the human race had let me down they manage to delve deeper down to prove me wrong.

I have gotten accustomed to this lifestyle now, I have grown numb towards my emotions. In fact I feel more at peace. Social- distancing is just a term made for something that I was doing for ages so it was nothing really new to me. Even if there was no quarantine measures taken my life consisted of me occasionally going out except for college. This sounds sad in particular when my other friends used to go out on a daily basis and have their idea of fun but this has been my life all along so I cannot pretend I’m completely distraught by this turn of events. This lockdown wasn’t something to panic about for me. I remember wishing to be back in my bed the moment I stepped into college, I remember wanting to just disappear from my friend circle every now and then because I felt I didn’t fit in. Quarantine in some ways is healing me and in some destroying as now I don’t know how to make of the never-ending, exploding thoughts in my head. I desperately needed a break from the outside world and now that I have it, it makes me realise that certain things you never know you needed until its gone.It never was the fear of not meeting people again but what if I’m not able to feel the raindrops on my skin anymore, what if I’m not able to feel the wind rushing through my hair again? that frightens me. I wished I appreciated it more, I wish I stayed a little longer.

Janus Job Fair

Creative writing

On the 28th of February, Jyoti Nivas College Autonomous held three important events and one of them was the Janus Job Fair. The Centre for Media Studies dept. Of Jyoti Nivas hosted their 26th Janus Job Fair this year again continuing the trademark. The job fair was exclusively for the media students of the college. There were close to 20 companies who graced the occasion with their presence offering internships, jobs and other courses related to media.

A few notable companies were Gloss&Glass, Manya, travel and tourism agency and Meraki institute of design. This job fair was hosted to help the media students get a better exposure and shot at internships and jobs and to also help prepare themselves career wise. As most first years even had an internship based exam in their 3rd semester, this was taken up seriously . This would also get them better placements and work experience , not to mention the valuable knowledge they gain in their field of interest, whether it came to blogging, creative writing or simply photography.

The job fair was coordinated in equilibrium by both the department teachers and the students. The student council of CMS contacted media based companies and got the campus job fair ready. Mouna Dhananjay,the depts’ treasurer handled the finances incurred for the fair, Muskan Raj, Publicity Head of the dept. coordinated the events and timings with the companies. Refreshments and campus decoration was simultaneously done by the students and teachers.

The day started off with an inaugural cutting of the ribbon by Dr.Sr.Elizabeth C.S, the lamp was lit and the cake was cut raising a loud applause and cheer from the crowd. The principal then gave an encouraging message to the students .

Students then started swarming in to all the stalls put up with different companies. The companies’ representatives started off by giving a full fledged introduction about them, there were banners put up too. Although most students went to most stalls for the purpose of gaining attendance, few of them turned out to find their interests coinciding with that of the company and were soon eager to join in either an internship or a course offered by them. The travel/blogging company attracted a lot of students as it seemed most of them had a flair for content writing and blogging. Since it was on a scorching afternoon cooling refreshments were a necessity and we could see the students refuelling themselves with it as well as people representing their companies get their share too. There were few companies who had worked with the college for a solid amount of years and were very familiar with the staff and CMS dept.

Overall the day was a success with many students going back home with a clearer set goal or atleast an inkling of what they would like to pursue and what they would not. As for the CMS dept. This was one of the countless fests they had hosted in the same month and they made sure nothing went wrong even in the end. Getting to rest their feet for once felt like paradise. All their hardwork had paid off.

The Clocks – Agatha Christie

The following post is done for a creative writing assignment by Faustina Glory V, Melanie D’Souza and Shreya Sunil. This is an abridged story of The Clocks, originally written by Agatha Christie in the year 1963.

Sheila Webb , a typist at the Cavendish Secretarial Bureau arrives at her afternoon appointment at Wilbraham Crescent in Crowdean. Here she finds a well-dressed man who was stabbed to death. A blind woman, Miss Pebmarsh, the owner of the house, then enters the house almost about to step on the corpse. At that sight, Sheila runs screaming out of the house and into the arms of a young man passing down the street.

Here is where we are introduced to a new character, Colin Lamb, who takes Sheila into his care. He enters the house, and witnesses the dead body. He has a conversation with Miss Pebmarsh to find out what had happened. He takes Sheila into the house and comforts her after which he calls the police. He calls his friend detective inspector Dick Hardcastle and informs him about the situation. The policemen arrive and do their investigation. Hardcastle then, with Colin, interviews Miss Pebmarsh and Sheila separately. He then enquires about the clocks which the blind lady says she is unaware of. ‘The cuckoo clock struck three all right, but all the others were about an hour fast. How very odd!’

The dead man’s business card which stated that his name is Mr. R. H. Curry he worked at an insurance company proves to be false and his clothing revealed nothing else, as all his labels had been removed. Hardcastle and Colin then head towards the Cavendish Secretarial Bureau, Palace Street. Colin then says that he was present there in order to find house number 61. They then enquire Miss Martindale about Sheila. She says that she is unaware of why Miss Pebmarsh asked for Sheila in particular and was not sure if it was actually Miss Pebmarsh that she spoke to on call either. She also denied to know anyone named Curry.

Hardcastle and Colin begin enquiring Miss Pebmarsh’s neighbours starting from house number 18 where Mr. Waterhouse and his sister reside. Mrs. Waterhouse tells them that she had not witnessed anything suspicious but she also says that he had seen Miss Pebmarsh passing her gate earlier that morning. ‘Miss Pebmarsh went out to the post office and the shops but she turned left instead of right, and that telephone call, according to Miss Martindale, was put through about ten minutes to two.’ said Colin.

They then enquire Mrs. Curtin who works as a maid at Miss Pebmarsh’s house. She confirms that she had never seen any other clock in the house except for the grandfather clock and the cuckoo clock, exactly what Miss Pebmarsh said earlier. Colin Lamb then reveals that he is a marine biologist and he was at Wilbraham Crescent in order to investigate a clue from a note found in a dead agent’s pocket – letter M, number 61, and a sketch of a crescent moon drawn on a sheet of hotel writing paper. The next morning Hardcastle realizes that one of the clocks are missing. ‘The Pebmarsh woman could have done it. She could have picked up the clock after I left the room and gone straight to the kitchen with it.’ says Hardcastle. They suspect Sheila too since she had gone back to the house after she was asked to leave saying that she left one of her gloves in there. As they discuss the different possibilities they also reveal that Mr. Curry was stabbed with a kitchen knife.

They then visit Diana Lodge, house number 20. The house seemed in a tumbledown condition with gutters that could do with repairing. ‘It sounds,’ says Colin, ‘like the Moated Grange.’ The singer or crooner appeared to be approaching the front door and words began to be discernible. Post a conversation about her obsession with cats, they visit the back garden. But Diana Lodge could be described as a fully detached house from the rest.

‘61 really backs on Mrs Hemming’s house—but a corner of it touches on 19, so that’s good enough. It will give you a chance to look at your Mr Bland. No foreign help, by the way.’ The sitting-room evinced several proofs of prosperity and the household looked expensive. Just like the rest, they could not collect any valid evidence from him. He then introduces them to his wife Valerie, who is unwell but however still joins in the conversation. She claims that neither has she seen Mr. Curry nor does she have information about the murder.

They then visited Mrs Ramsay, No. 62, Wilbraham Crescent. Her two sons seemed to have much more information about the case than Mrs. Ramsay herself. “There was the handle off a cup, a fragment of willow pattern china, a broken trowel, a rusty fork, a coin, a clothes‐peg, a bit of iridescent glass and half a pair of scissors.” In their collection out of which Colin took some which he felt may be used as evidence.

After having a small discussion about the Ramsays, Colin and Inspector Hardcastle move on to their next subject, the McNaughton’s. An elderly couple- retired professor, who is now invested in gardening, moved just about a year ago. Entering there were rose bushes and a thick bed of autumn crocus under the windows. Mrs. McNaughton, Inspector noticed, usually had a worried expression on her face. She rambled on about how it was odd to have a burglary at noon and how such terrible things happen quite often these days. Soon she proved to be of no help and Mr.McNaughton who was busy gardening at the moment  was questioned. He had heard the screams but didn’t think big of it as the Ramsay boys were always upto something mischievous and this was just another of their doing. He says that the screams was about half-past two and right after lunch he resumed his work of clearing his garden and adding to the compost heap. When the Inspector asked if he had seen anyone in the garden at No.19 while he was at his compost heap, McNaughton only shook his head. Hardcastle remarked that Mrs.McNaughton was the type of person who would want to be involved in such a case because it’s exciting but in reality has nothing to do with it. After discussing more of the peculiarities in people’s reports of the murder they move on to their next course of action. Colin mentions he’s going to London to make a report and meet a private detective, Hercule Poirot.

The Inspector on the other hand decided to meet Mrs Lawton, Sheila’s aunt who lived on gloomy Palmerston road. While on his way he noticed a girl approaching him but hesitates midway and decides to walk past him, he realized  the face was familiar but was annoyed he could not recall. Mrs Lawton was a tall, thin woman. She was unhappy about his uncalled visit but let him in after his introduction, he observed that although shabby the house had an expensive vintage touch to it. Sheila was kept late at work that night that worked to his advantage. He discovers that Sheila’s birth name was Rosemary Sheila but she went with Sheila. Mrs Lawton goes on to say that Sheila had come from London towards the end of November and had been working forthe Cavendish Bureau ever since. She didn’t know was Mr. Webb’s profession was which raised a red flag for the inspector, that she might not be telling the whole truth. So he explains that Sheila was being framed for this murder which Mrs Lawton refused to believe. Hardcastle then ventured to ask more about her parents which led him to discover that Sheila was the illegitimate child of Mrs.Lawton’s sister and was put under the care of her as her sister, Ann was determined not to give up on her career and wanted to start a new life for herself, she was clear-cut in her decisions. As for Mrs Lawton being a widow was okay with this. Inspector also realizes that the dead man might not be as sinister as he is made to seem. With the help of Mrs Lawton he finds out the hesitating girl was Edna Brent who came looking for Sheila but couldn’t wait for long.

Colin goes to Colonel Beck to report on his findings about the Larkin case and the new coincidental case he trudged upon. He then meets up with Hercule Poirot. Colin wanted to give this case to him in hopes of relieving his boredom as he was now extensively reading all sorts of things, he desperately needed a problem to solve.He thought he might enjoy this. Poirot lectures Colin a good deal about writers and fiction in general. Colin then describes the crime scene, the facts of the case and everything else in detail to which Poirot had one response : Épantant. Impatiently Colin asks for the answers and Poirot says that they’re only at the beginning of facts and asked him to come up with something and that this is a simple crime. Poirot asks him to talk to Sheila again, come up with an excuse to meet Mrs. Pebmarsh again , go to the typewriting bureau on the pretence of having some manuscript typed, make friends and then report back to him.

The inquest was well intended by the general public, the proceedings were dry. It came out that the victim was killed in a state of coma due to th administration of a drug, chloral hydrate and he was stabbed while unconscious from consuming the drug. There were discrepancies in the timing about when this took place. After  the inquest concluded, people began to move out except Edna Brent. Once again she hesitated, hovering uncertainly  she finally nerved herself to speak to the young policeman at the entrance asking if she could speak with Inspector Hardcastle. Unfortunately he was busy at that moment so she went away frowning perlexedly. Suddenly with an air of resolution she turned off from Albany Road in the direction of Wilbraham Crescent. Colin noticed that Sheila had given her evidence very well, nervous but not unduly nervous. He spoke to her for a while and asked her out for lunch. He thinks back on what his peers had told him, and realised they were correct, he minded about Sheila. He had fallen in love with her.

The buzzer on Hardcastle’s table sounded and then the news came : ‘They’ve found a girl dead in a telephone box on Wilbraham Crescent’, he said. ‘How?’

‘Strangled. With her own scarf!’

She was found by Miss Waterhouse. Frustrated with this new turnof events Hardcastle sits behind his desk. Just then a nervous looking  Pierce, the constable  who stood at the entrance the other day requests to meet him. He confesses that girl who died wanted to speak with Hardcastle but he was busy at that moment. Pierce didn’t think she thought it was a matter of relevance and thought it was just something she merely was worried about. Inspector asked few more details of that conversation and dismissed him as it was no use blaming him. He had a lot of conflicting questions as to what could be the reason she wanted to see both Sheila and himself. Why did she go to Wilbraham Crescent?

‘.. all conjecture’, he thought angrily. He then goes to meet Mrs. Pebmarsh, to see if she knew why Edna would want to visit Wilbraham Crescent but Mrs. Pebmarsh had no visiter since the inquest and couldn’t be of any help. The he proceeds to meet Miss Waterhouse, who looks at him in a censorious way, tells him directly that she had gone out to make a telephone call and when she opened the door there was the girl, she immediately got the police constable and then went back home and took a medicinal dose of brandy. Miss Waterhouse house seemed to have no connection with Edna whatsoever and so she didn’t have a reason to meet with Miss Waterhouse that day. He decided he still had time to go to the Cavendish Bureau.  He was ushered into Miss Martindale’s office almost immediately after entering and she lashes out saying, ‘you must get to the bottom of it at once’. She was very defensive of her girls and said she will not allow another of them to be victimized or murdered but she couldnot help in relation with Edna and why she went as far as Wilbraham Crescent. So he was then allowed to question the rest of girls, he quickly studied the three of them.  Janet spoke up saying that Edna didn’t show up to work at two o’ clock as she should have . Maureen goes on to say, “Sandy Cat” aka Miss Martindale was very annoyed about it and that she ought to have atleast sent an excuse. Maureen went on to say nobody knew where she went after the inquest, she seemed worried about something but she meant to be back at the office. When asked if there was something peculiar in her behaviour recently the girls replied that Edna was always on the edge and gets things muddled up like the day her stiletto heels came off. In the end Inspector Hardcastle couldn’t get his answer and Sheila Webb was the only hope left who at the moment was at the Curlew hotel, attending on Professor Purdy. Sheila seemed to not know about what had happened to Edna and was quite in a shock when she heard it from the Inspector . Professor Purdy occasionally interjected that he felt guilty for keeping Sheila out for so long and losing track of time, else she would’ve been able to know what Edna was so worried about. All she could say was mishaps was usual to Edna and she would always ask help from her but not on a personal level. Inspector could feel Sheila’s uneasiness even though she tried not to show it and she couldn’t understand why Edna would want to go all the way to her aunt’s house to speak to her. She never dared to go to Wilbraham Crescent since the day she discovered the body of a dead man. So yet again Inspector Hardcastle was caught up in conjecture but was resolute about finding the truth.

On arriving in London, Colin went to see Hercule Poirot about The Crowdean Clocks Murder. Poirot noticed illuminating remarks made by two neighbours and asked Collin to talk to them more. Poirot was also informed of the second murder and the postcard passed onto Hardcastle. “That postcard lacks only one thing, a fingerprint dipped in blood.’’ On asking his opinion on who Poirot thinks the dead man is, he simply replies, “Dilly, dilly, dilly – Come and be killed.”

Meanwhile over 10 days since the first murder, Inspector Hardcastle received a letter from Merlina Rival, real name Flossie Gapp, an occasional actor, stating the possibility that the man was her husband, Harry, from whom she had parted several years ago. 

She claimed that she had last seen him more than 10 years ago. He claimed to be an insurance agent, but she later found out about his scam. He made a business by making women fall for him, getting engaged, then saying he’d invest money for them which they believed. It was until he came back from a trip he’d taken to Newcastle and said that he’d have to clear out as there was some woman he’d got into trouble. Hardcastle asked Ms. Rival if Harry had any distinguishing marks or scars, but she denied. She claimed that he was very careful of himself and wouldn’t stick his neck out doing something that he might be brought to book for. 

The next day, Collin Lamb met Sheila Webb at the Buttercup Café, where he expressed his concern for her. Sheila told him of her thoughts of the inspector and what he thinks of her. 

“He thinks I put myself on the spot. He thinks it’s all a trumped-up story. He thinks that Edna in some way knew about it. He thinks that Edna recognised my voice on the telephone pretending to be Miss Pebmarsh.” Collin then questioned Sheila as to why she stole the clock from the mansion. She said that she did it because it had her middle name on it, “Rosemary”. She also said that she had the clock nearly all her life. She had taken it to a clock repairing shop near the Bureau recently, but lost it somewhere else. When she found the dead man, she forgot about her clock but before leaving, remembered it, went back inside saying she forgot her gloves, and stole the clock.

Being an orphan, she assumed either of her parents were criminals, but was told that they died. The name Rosemary means “resemblance”. After her questioning, she wondered if the dead man was her father, but she was too frightened and confused and did something stupid. She later dumped the clock in the dustbin of the house next door.

Before leaving to London, Collin visited Hardcastle, who handed him a letter from Merlina Rival stating that her husband did have a scar behind his left ear from a cut with a razor when their dog jumped at him and that it was small and unimportant that she forgot to mention it. Collin then made a visit to Mrs. Ramsey regarding the whereabouts of her husband, who worked as a construction engineer and was currently in Rumania, to which she was kept uninformed. 

The next morning, Collin stood staring at No.19 when he noticed an onlooker, a child at the window, Geraldine Brown, from the opposite house and decided to talk to her and get some information regarding the neighbourhood and the murders. He inferred the possibility that Mr. Curry might have somehow gotten into the house prior to his murder. The only suspicious activity was the change in the laundry services from Southern Downs Laundry to Snowflake Laundry, which had an unusually large delivery basket. The face of the delivery man was not identifiable.

The scene changes to Mrs Rivals’ encounter with Inspector Hardcastle where she appears very hesitant to discuss about Harry and the scar. The police found that the scar tissue behind Harry’s ear showed that the wound could not be older than five to six years ago and not 14 years back, when she claimed he had gotten it. The Inspector warns her of her statements, that she might be charged with perjury.

After he left, she frighteningly made a phone call from the post office and tried to talk herself out from the deal she made with the receiver but was offered more money instead to lie to the police. The next day, she was stabbed at Victoria Station. 

Collin then arrived at Crowdean, five days later and received a letter from Hercule Poirot saying,

“CURLEW HOTEL 11.30

ROOM 413

(Knock three times)”

They waited for Detective Hardcastle to arrive, after which Poirot claimed that he might have figured out the “melodramatic, fantastic and completely unreal” case. He explains that the murderer used simple distractions as a cover up and “If you draw a circle round Number 19, anybody within it might have killed Mr Curry. There are also those already positioned on the spot.” 

Poirot said that a valuable remark by Mrs. Hemming, ‘He just came there to be killed. How odd’, was made and the fake identity’s names were taken from a village in Somerset, Curry Rival. The man’s identity was not to be revealed so Poirot assumed that he also might not be known for having gone missing. He was also only visiting the country. 

With regards to Edna’s murder, she wanted to talk to Sheila away from the work place as she believed that someone at the inquest was lying. She could have been referring to Miss Martindale’s evidence of the telephone call she had received purporting to be from Miss Pebmarsh. It was possible that there was no call at all. Miss Martindale might not have been aware of Edna’s presence in the office when she claims the call came through so Edna knew she was lying. On being confronted, Ms. Martindale acted quickly and strangled Edna with a scarf from behind and left her in the telephone box.

Poirot then says that when Colin spoke to the neighbours, Mrs Bland remarked that she liked living in Crowdean because she had a sister there. But she had inherited a large fortune a year ago from a Canadian great-uncle because she was the only surviving member of his family. Mr. Bland had two wives, the first, died after the war and he remarried almost immediately. A relative, coming from Canada for transferring their inheritance might have known the first wife well enough. Here, Mrs Bland’s sister, Miss Martindale may have been the ruling spirit. She thought up and planned the whole thing. With this, it was also possible that the murderer would have slipped over on a day trip to France or Belgium and discarded the dead man’s passport in a train or a tram so that the inquiry would take place from another country. 

Colin confirmed this saying Mr Bland had mentioned recently taking a day’s trip to Boulogne.

The whole case was a scripted murder adapted from Gerry Gregson’s unpublished novel. Ms. Martindale was his secretary, who just lifted it bodily to suit her purpose.

Colin returned to Wilbraham Crescent, No.19, after cracking the Larkin case. He warned Ms. Pebmarsh, exposing her for her involvement in the crime. She tried attacking him with a pocket knife but was later arrested.

Later Poirot receives a letter from Hardcastle stating that a Mr Quentin Duguesclin of Quebec left Canada for Europe approximately four weeks ago. He had no near relatives and his plans for return were indefinite. His passport was found by the proprietor of a small restaurant in Boulogne, who handed it into the police and has not been claimed yet. Being a lifelong friend and fond of the first Mrs. Bland, he intended to look them up while he was in England. The body identified as Henry Castleton has been positively identified as Quentin Duguesclin.

The Bland woman cracked and admitted the whole thing blaming her sister and her husband entirely. Meanwhile Colin married Sheila Webb.

The End.